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After a number of years (edit: about 5, wow! :O ) of leaving this account behind, I finally log back in to see what I got here. (as I had gotten a notification about getting some llama badges recently, which reminded me about this account.) Well, no doubt things are pretty much the same on here lol. 
Looking through all of my old crap really brings me back to my old days on this account, boy was I a weeb :XD:; I've taken out some things from storage since I actually kinda like some of those even if they weren't all that good but it was where I began. (though, I did put some stuff in storage...)

Uh, anyways... just gonna leave this here to say that I (obviously) no longer use this account and my current one is :iconbluebird1994:BlueBird1994 so if any of you find this account from any old submissions or whatever and want to contact or follow me, go there and not here. (this is also in my DeviantID section of my profile so having this in two spots oughta be enough, eh? =P )

Bluebird out.

No more subby

Journal Entry: Thu May 12, 2011, 11:41 AM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Rollercoaster Tycoon 1
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water
Yup, my subby on this account is just about to end. Probably a few hours left on it. I'm gonna miss having a subby... :/
So... I'm going to start closing up shop here today. My page will be mostly empty, and all deviations except for a select few will be put in storage. No, I will not deactivate this account. It will stay open, (just in case I ever need it for any reason) but will be dormant.

Uh... yeah. I'll transfer all my points from this account over to my BlueBird1994 account, that way everything will be in one place and I wouldn't have to keep going back between these two accounts.
Oh, almost forgot to say, since this account will be set aside, I'm also going to turn off all deviation/journal/news notifications in my inbox so I won't be swamped with old stuff if I ever choose to use this account again. But if you really want to link me to something here, just leave it in a comment on my profile :P

Bottom line here, I'll be packing up this account and moving to BlueBird1994 and continuing there :)

If I still haven't added you to my watch list on my other account, please tell me and I will do so, as I probably have forgotten a few here and there :) NOTE: this only applies to those who I've had on my devwatch on this account and know I'm watching them.

Blue-Bird out. :salute:

My subscription...

Journal Entry: Mon May 9, 2011, 1:41 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: Goya Maria cookies
  • Drinking: V8 splash berry blend
...runs out in less than 3 days :noes:

So, as I have written in my DeviantID section, I would move to my other account, BlueBird1994, when my sub runs out. But there's a bit of a problem. I'm already deeply settled into this account, and all of my stuff is on it. All my faves, deviations, stats, etc. and I'm in many groups.
...Come to think of it, I suppose I could take this as a chance to leave behind some unnecessary things. And generally have a neater account. I'm thinking of it kinda like moving out of my house and into my own apartment. I take all the necessary things with me, but leave some of the extra nonessential items behind. In this case, I would re-upload my best deviations to my other account and leave pretty much all of my other things here, maybe bringing some other tings over as well, depending on how much I want to take with me. :P That and I would re-watch:+devwatch: those who I want to :+devwatch:. (comment on my other account's journal here if I haven't devwatched you on that account yet -->… )
So, I'll start off by putting all my deviations in storage here (except for my more "popular" ones, the ones that have the most views/faves/comments) and re-upload only my best ones there.

So yeah... I'll try to get out of this account and move to my other one. I won't deactivate this one, though, because I just can't let go of it. (Example: I have a TI-15 calculator that I've been using ever since I got it when I was starting 5th grade. It was my first calculator that wasn't a basic one you could buy for cheap at a dollar store)
That and I'd hate to lose all of my stats and my page be looking like I've only been here for a couple weeks to a couple months or something :P I dunno, I think I'll just end up keeping it for sentiment or something :XD:;;;

Blue-Bird out! :salute:


Journal Entry: Thu Apr 28, 2011, 2:52 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: ginger ale
UPDATE! dA has officially addressed the issue in a site-wide news article.… Please read it, spread it around, tweet it, etc, it has very important info concerning the malware problem. Thank you.
End update.


(I was given this news from a friend of mine here on dA)

Hey everyone, I need you to do something. Some form of malware is creeping around DA, help and support just spits an automated message saying its fixed when it really isn't. So I need you all to PM the staff and tell them they need to re-manufacture the site a little. Antiviruses like malwarebytes and AVG won't catch things, ultimately. So you all will need to be on the lookout. Telling others to switch to a different browser or get their antiviruses out just won't cut it. This is a very serious issue that needs to be fixed.

Blue-Bird out.

Happy Easter! 2 years on dA

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 24, 2011, 10:13 AM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: peanut butter chocolate eggs
  • Drinking: water
Just writing a quick journal entry saying Happy Easter :la: And to anyone else who doesn't celebrate it, I hope you all have a great Sunday :)

Also, tomorrow will mark the 2nd year I've been a member here on dA :D And in honor of that, I am typing this from my ol' iBook G4, which I used when I first joined dA. I was looking through a folder with pictures of my room from that time, and I found this picture… It's a small (and somewhat blurry, since I had used my brother's camera to take that picture) peek back in time of my dA page, how it looked when I first joined dA. Oh, the memories... :heart: And those deviations you see were my first ones (obviously), but I had deleted them long ago because I hated them >_< But if you really want me to, I could upload 'em :P But yeah, just thought I'd show you a pic of how my dA looked when I first joined :)

Blue-Bird out! :salute:


Journal Entry: Wed Apr 20, 2011, 4:49 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: oreo cookies
  • Drinking: milk
(I saw this in SaritaWolff's journal entry)

"Teenage sensation Rebecca Black was found dead in her home in Anaheim Hills, California today. While Orange County Sheriff's Department is still investigating the death, an officer at the scene did say 'It has all the signs of a suicide'. The Orange County Sheriff's Department refused to comment any further on the matter.

Black, 13, was best known for her instant internet hit song 'Friday', the parents have yet to say whether they suspect her suicide is related to her sudden fame."

What is this I don't even- :iconlolwutplz:

Blue-Bird-1494 wonders if this is true...

Spring Break

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 15, 2011, 11:43 AM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: nothing...
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water, and plenty of it
Yup, I'm finally on spring break. Finally.
Took long enough... >_<

With the exception of working on a minor project that I missed while I was sick, I'm pretty much homework-free the entire vacation! :la: So that's good, I won't have to stress out too much over school this vacation :)
It'll probably be a semi-boring vacation, as they always are... :yawn: I never do anything really fun on vacations anyways, not since I went to Disney World about 6 years ago :P I wish I could go again, it was so awesome ;_;

On another note, I hope I can get a new desk over this vacation because all I have for a desk is a small, wobbly, foldable end table covered with junk :P And a small stool to put my laptop on when I'm not using it...

Yeah... That's all I have to say in this random-ish update :P

Blue-Bird out :salute:


Journal Entry: Mon Apr 11, 2011, 7:00 AM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: nothing...
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water, and plenty of it
Feeling a lot better today thanks to some medication the doctor had prescribed me yesterday. My throat pain is pretty much gone (alright, not all the way, but definitely tolerable) and I can actually swallow without it feeling like someone is shoving sandpaper down my throat :la: Also, my fever broke last night, so no more shivering and feeling overheated :dummy:

So, that means I'll be going back to school tomorrow :P Dear gawd, I dread the amount of missed assignments I'm gonna be loaded with after I come home from school tomorrow :dead: This would be my reaction when I find out how much I have to do… :XD:

Ehh yeah... I don't know what else to say here xD

Blue-Bird out :salute:


The diagnosis...

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 10, 2011, 10:42 AM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: nothing...
  • Eating: jello
  • Drinking: water, and plenty of it
My mom took me to a doctor to see what virus I came down with today.
I think he (the doctor) said I have pharyngitis. (I think that's what he said) I've been prescribed some meds. So hopefully my hell of a sore throat will go away soon and I can return to school, because I already missed a lot of classes :noes: I won't be surprised if I have a mountain of homework the day I come back to school... :dead:

Well, that's all I have to say for now...

Blue-Bird out :iconsickplz:


Journal Entry: Sat Apr 9, 2011, 4:04 AM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: nothing...
  • Eating: cough drops
  • Drinking: water, and plenty of it
I'm pretty sure you're all sick of me bitching about feeling sick but I just have to vent : IGNORE THIS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ MORE BITCHING FROM ME ABOUT FEELING SHITTY OK?! AND THIS IS NOT ATTENTION WHORING. :evileye:

Ok, moving on...
This fucking virus is driving me crazy. I haven't had a good night's sleep in DAYS, because I keep waking up to a sore throat that feels like someone shoved a goddamn CACTUS down there and lit it on fire and coughing which only makes it much worse. Oh, and I've had a fever the entire time ranging from between 99.5F to 100.8F. Damn sweating and chills :x And I'm pretty sure I smell like death now :|
Also, runny nose. FFFFFFFF. NOSE, Y U NO STOP DRIPPING?! :icony-u-noplz:
Yeah, you can definitely tell I'm slowly but surely losing my mind now... :|

1 advil every 4-5 hours and gargling with salt water/sucking on a cough drop/eating honey is just NOT gonna cut it, they only seem to provide only SLIGHT relief. Advil does help with the fever a bit, but it doesn't seem like it's doing anything :x FFffff. I'm sick of using these stupid "natural" remedies and trying to ride it out without much medicine. If it goes as far as me not getting a good night's sleep and waking up practically every freaking hour at night and coughing my lungs up and making me feel generally miserably shitty, I seriously need some actual medicine. That's it. I'm gonna see if my mom is willing to go and get me some actual medicine so I can truly feel better for at least a short amount of time so I'm not suffering 24-FREAKING-7! :x Forget it, I just asked and my parents said they would not buy me anything. Fml :( Looks like I WILL have to suffer for 5 more days like this :cries:

End ranty/bitchy journal. I'll be surprised if any of you actually read the whole thing or even care about me -_-;;

Blue-Bird out... :icongrumpplz:

Sick... [edit]

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 8, 2011, 4:45 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: nothing...
  • Eating: cough drops
  • Drinking: water
*Update 1* Yeah... forgot to update this thing today :P Anyways, I'm still feeling crappy :( I felt so tired and fatigued this morning that I had no choice but to stay home from school. Which meant missing my field trip :c Why, cold, WHYYYYY :iconwhywouldffffplz:
Freaking lightheadedness and sore throat and coughing galore -.- Good thing I have a bag of cough drops on hand, those things work wonders :la: (these things… They're like eating candy :drool:) Also, fevers. Urgh. Thank goodness for Advil, too, or else I would be confined to my bed all day, lol :P
So... I probably have a crapload of schoolwork to do, since I missed the rest of my day yesterday and school today :doh: Worst thing is that I have a project in bio due Monday and I haven't even started it yet :noes: But I can barely focus on anything with this fever :( Also, I know I have a lot of math homework to do. And having missed a lesson today will probably make doing the math when I return to school much harder D: Makes me wish someone brought a camera with them and recorded the lesson for me so I could at least see what I missed :/
I wonder if I'm even gonna be in school Monday... with this virus I have I'm pretty sure I'll be out on Monday too, but I sure hope not :noes:
Ehh, I've been rambling. Ending this update now. Blue-Bird out, again...


Came home sick from school today with a painful cough (my chest hurts when I cough and my throat hurts lower down) headache, chills, and just being really out of it... And my stomach feels sickish too xP
I really hope it isn't the flu or anything, I have a field trip to go to tomorrow :(
Hope I feel better soon... Ugh, I'm gonna go sleep all day now x_x

Blue-Bird out... :iconsickplz:

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 3, 2011, 10:36 AM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: granola bar
  • Drinking: lemon sparkling water
► Are you single ➔ Yes, and loving it :la:
► Are you happy ➔ Sure :dummy:
► Are you bored ➔ A lot. Sundays are freaking boring -3-
► Are you sad ➔ Not really.
► Are you Italian ➔ no
► Are you German ➔ no
► Are you Asian ➔ no
► Are you angry ➔ no
► Are you Irish ➔ part.
► Are your parents still married ➔ Yup.

► Birth Place ➔ Connecticut, USA :meow:
► Hair Color ➔ Dark brown, I guess. I kinda want a couple blue streaks in my hair xD
► Hair Style ➔ Right now it's shoulder length pulled back in a ponytail (most of the time, my hair gets messy real easily) , and I have bangs kinda angled towards the right side of my face.
► Eye color ➔ Blue :la: :bulletblue:U:bulletblue:
► Birthday ➔ November 4th.
► Mood ➔ Bored and lazy, I guess.
► Gender ➔ Female, of course :P
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty :B Though I seem to hold the pencil in my hand like a lefty... :XD:
► Summer or Winter ➔ After the nasty snowstorm-riddled winter we've had here in the Northeast, I'd take sunny boiling summer heat over tons of snow and frigid bitter cold.
► Morning or Afternoon ➔ I am not a morning person :icondoublefacepalmplz: Afternoon plz.

► Are you in love ➔ No.
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ No.
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ nobody, I've been single my whole life :dummy:
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ yes.
► Have you ever broken someone's heart ➔ I hope not :noes:
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ ...
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ yes
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ uh... not that I know of.
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Eww I hope not, who would want me anyways... :iconwthplz:
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ lolwat :iconwatplx2:

► Love or Lust ➔ Love.
► Lemonade or Iced tea ➔ Lemonade :drool:
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Cats :iconhappymeowplz:
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ A few best friends. I'm too shy and socially awkward to have many friends IRL ^^;
► Television or Internet ➔ Internet all the way around, TV is boring, and it has annoying ads -.-
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Coca Cola, that stuff doesn't taste watery :nod:
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Neither.
► Pink or Purple ➔ Purple :giggle:
► Day or Night ➔ Night.
► IM or Phone ➔ IM, definitely. I have a fear of speaking to people on the phone :C

► Been caught sneaking out ➔ Never, because I never sneak out.
► Fallen off the stairs ➔ I remember falling down the stairs when I was a kid... :P
► White water rafted ➔ No.
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ No, never had one before.
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ I guess...
► Prank called a store ➔ NO. I'm too afraid to do that. :C
► Skipped School ➔ NEVER. I rather not get screamed at by my parents... (I'm convinced they would if I did)
► Wanted to disappear ➔ PLENTY of times...

► Smile or Eyes ➔ Smile.
► Light or Dark Hair ➔ dark, i guess.
► Fat or Skinny ➔ Skinny, but not anorexic skinny :bleh:
► Shorter or Taller ➔ Tall
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ uh...
► Jock or Nerd ➔ nerd, I hate sports, ugh.
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Neither. :|
► Funny and poor OR Rich and serious ➔ uh...
► Play the guitar or into sports ➔ Neither. I fail at instruments and I'm not athletic at all XD;

► Last Phone Call/Text ➔ My friend from school.
► Last phone call you received ➔ :shrug:
► Last person you hung out with ➔ My mom :B
► Last person you hugged ➔ ...
► Last person you IM'ed ➔ K-Ikki several days ago.
► Last thing you ate ➔ I snacked on a granola bar. I have yet to eat lunch as of this journal entry :B
► Last thing you drank ➔ Water.
► Last site you went to ➔ dA, if not, youtube :dummy:
► Last place you were ➔ I went out grocery shopping with my mom :P

RELATIONSHIPS (skipping this because I think that stuff is gross. Yes, I still have the mentality of a 6 year old in this case |D)
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔
► Do you want to be ➔
► When was your last relationship ➔
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔
► Do you still love them ➔
► Do you like someone right now ➔

► Do you and your family get along ➔ Yup. But my dad is a jackass to me sometimes -.-
► Would you say you have a "fucked up life"➔ Nah.
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ No.
► If so, how long ➔ No.
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ No.
► If so, how long ➔ No.

► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ Nah.
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ I guess... I'm terrible at holding IRL friendships together ^^;
► Do you trust all your friends ➔ yup.
► Who are/is your best friend(s) ➔ Well, those who are active on dA: ShadowFireBlaze and :devreaper-theshadowchick:. IRL, I have some that I meet like once a month :P
► Would you die for them ➔ :paranoid:
► Who knows everything about you ➔ My family :B

And that's the end of this meme thing. Blah.

Bedroom meme... +other stuff

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 31, 2011, 4:34 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: lemon sparkling water
Stolen from MaiImpressiveTit's journal (as I tend to do a lot :iconteheplz:)

Condoms ()
Cell phone (x)
Book shelf (x)
Couch ()
Futon ()
Computer/laptop (x)
Pictures (x) [If you count the ones on my Bird Calendar and the Raeg Train on my door... :XD:)
Mirror ()
Skateboard ()
Bed (x)
Clothes on the floor () [I keep them in a laundry basket like they're supposed to be, lol)
Surfboard ()
Smoke detector ()
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums ()
Locking door () [My door's lock is broken. It doesn't even close correctly so I have to stuff a cloth in the doorway so it stays shut!]
Bottle of water (x)
Blacklight ()
Lava Lamp ()
Medals/ribbons ()
CDs (x) [If you count video games as CDs...]
Flag (/) [well, I do have one, but it's in storage :P]
Stop sign/any sign (x) [on the front of my door, it says "STOP, do not enter, Rachel's Room"]
Paintball gun ()
Real Gun ()
Cigarettes ()
Pot ()
Any drugs ()
Alcohol ()
ps2 ()
Xbox ()
Gamecube ()
Stereo ()
Gum (x) [It's in my backpack :meow:]

How many windows do you have in you room? Dos! :dummy: (that's Two in Spanish ;p)

What is the color of your walls? Light blue (They do have a specific color name, but I can't remember what it was)

Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom? In my bedroom.

What's on your walls? Completely empty except for my Bird Calendar

Has the opposite sex been in your room before? Yes (Only my older brothers and my dad :P)

Has the opposite sex been on your bed? Yes (My brothers, lol)

Has the opposite sex slept in your bed? Nope.

Ever had sex in your bed? EWWW NO :bleh:

Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you? Nobody. My bed is mine and nobody else will sleep on it :iconkindofabitchplz:

Do you like your bedroom: Yeah, it's nice, I can climb right out onto the roof from my east-facing window, though I kinda wish it was bigger so I could have more room for things :P

<end meme>

So... Tomorrow is April Fool's day. I wonder what tricks dA has up their sleeve :P Whatever it may be, I'm bracing for the worst :paranoid:
Oh, and a nor'eaaster is supposed to hit us overnight tonight and part of tomorrow. It could snow, but hopefully not much, maybe an inch or so (that would melt very quickly or not stick at all). The weathermen say that this is the last nor'easter/winter storm that will hit us (until next winter), so that's a good sign. And hopefully we'll get out of this crappy unseasonably cold weather we've been having the past 4 months. I'm seriously sick of all this cold weather. Pff, early spring my ass... :roll: Though things are looking a bit positive, it won't be getting below freezing anymore soon :) Although it's gonna be in a pattern of going from warm and sunny 60F out one day and 45 and rainy the next day, (and a pattern making it look like Mother Nature is PMSing on us) it'll get better :)

And that's all for this journal!

Blue-Bird out :salute:

I'm below average

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 25, 2011, 12:36 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: cheez-its
  • Drinking: water
Stolen from MaiImpressiveTit's journal. :paranoid:

( ) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (not really, unless me kissing my mom counts :B)
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone (never been in a relationship like that)
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class (nah, I'm too much of a goody-two-shoes XD; )
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends
(x)Been On A Plane (2004, April vacation, Disney world. I wish I could do that again ;w; )
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
( ) Eaten Sushi (eww no, I could never bring myself to eat raw fish :iconewwwplz:)
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers (plenty of times, I get a lot of headaches)
( ) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Gone mudding (...wat? :confused:)
( ) Killed A Snake
(x) Stolen (I've stolen things from my brothers plenty of times before :iconteheplz:)
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
( ) Been Suspended From School (I'm still a goody-two-shoes :dummy:)
(x) Had Detention (only once, because I had too many tardies ;n; )
(/) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (I almost was :paranoid:)
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(/) Witnessed A Crime (Does seeing writing on the bathroom wall for a bomb threat count? :B)
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (Lactose Intolerance can be quite painful if I'm not careful :dead:)
(/) Cried Yourself To Sleep (I know I did once, but not recently)
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kicked A Fish (I've kicked fish off a deck plenty of times when I fish at my aunt's lake house in the summer XD)
( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top (plenty of times, I can do it right outside my window! XD)
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone (I broke my left wrist during recess in 6th grade when I was playing on the ice)
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried (oh, PLENTY of times... :XD:)
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test (:paranoid:)
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black-Mailed
( ) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs (I did that last night :lol:)
( ) Licked A Cat (...:icongrossplz:)
( ) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
( ) stabbed someone
( ) done any drugs
(x) made someone bleed
( ) Had sex in public
( ) Robbed someone
( ) Kissed someone

Total: 19.5

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm below average]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be dead]

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 20, 2011, 5:16 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Here's just some random thingy I stole from MaiImpressiveTitle's journal :P

[ ] You hate your body.
[ ] You have starved yourself.
[] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You need to be skinnier.
[] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[] People think you are way too skinny.
[] You skip at least one meal a day.
[ ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
Total: 0

[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[ ] You barely pay attention to anything.
[x] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] You seem to never sit still.
[x] You talk all the time.
[] You need attention 24/7.
[] You aren't very shy.
Total: 2

Bipolar Disorder
[] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[/] You barely get any or no sleep.(blame school -_-)
[] You have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] You are have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[] You have thought of/attempted suicide
[ ] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
Total: 1.5

Bulimia Nervosa
[x] You've thrown up all your food at one time (not intentionally... I ate a bad burger once, several years ago :()
[ ] You thrown it up even when you don't feel sick.
[] You have no control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You eat fast. (Well, not horribly fast, but faster than most people XD)
[] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] You always say you are fat.
[] People think you are way too skinny.
Total: 2

Conduct Disorder
[ ] You are a bully.
[ ] You threaten other people.
[ ] You often find yourself in fights.
[ ] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] You have raped/molested someone.
[ ] You destroy property on purpose.
[ ] You always lie.
[] You've stayed out all night.
[] You have ran away from home.
Total: 0

[] You are always, or normally, feel sad.
[ ] You always, or normally, are crying.
[] You find no hope in your future.
[] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[X] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[X] You are anti-social.
[/] You have low self esteem.(I really don't care most of the time, but sometimes I think I'm ugly)
[] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 2.5

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[X] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[X] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[ ] You have harmed yourself.
[ ] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS. (Pff, I'm never gonna have sex so I'll never have to worry about that :meow:)
[X] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 4

Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can't escape.
[] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[X] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] You are very shy. (not horribly shy, but shy nonetheless :P)
[x] You often talk to yourself. (I tend to do that a lot ^^;)
Total: 3


Journal Entry: Fri Mar 18, 2011, 12:47 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: pound cake
  • Drinking: sierra mist
So... Today was a good day :)
Kind of a rough start, but ended up good :nod:

And what was the rough start? I had overslept this morning and thus had to skip my usual laptop time and just hurry with getting ready for school. Apparently I forgot to set my alarm last night and ended up waking up at 7 o'clock. I swear I did, but looks like I didn't :P Anyways, I had to rush getting ready. I had less than 30 minutes to get ready and be at school. It was kinda hard getting ready that quickly because I had woken up with a pounding headache. Usually I gradually get up calmly, but today I had gotten up with a start and just rushed. I popped an Advil and chugged down a bottle of chocolate Carnation Instant Breakfast. I threw on a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt and sweatshirt and grabbed my things and got in the car and my mom got me to school. I kinda surprised myself and got there a good 8 minutes before the bell rang :XD:
Went through five 18 minute classes (after finishing the last session of testing), went out to lunch with my Social Thinking Group (as a field trip), got through a 46 minute math class, and walked home.

Yes, I did say I finished my CAPT testing. FINALLY!! :iconlawooplz: FREEDOM!!!! :iconlachoirplz: :iconfeelingfreeplz:
I'm pretty sure managed to pass the tests, so if my hunch is correct, I'll get to sleep in and go to school late when I'm a Junior(10th grader) next year :D So... No more worrying about testing for a while, and I get to actually do some classwork-related stuff as opposed to being taught CAPT stuff in most of my classes :nod: Also, Tuesday and Wednesday next week are half days, woo! :dummy:

Also, it's very warm out :meow: it hit 72F here in the middle of Connecticut :la: But sadly, it's only for today. Back to reality tomorrow with highs only in the 40s :( And I heard that it might even snow later next week! :wtf: WTF I DON'T WANT SNOW ANYMORE :noes: I seriously hope they're wrong, because I'm THROUGH with snow, and pretty much all of it has melted away. It would just be a huge bitchslap to see the ground covered again just as the snow completely melted away :no:

One last thing, before I end this entry. Yesterday I found out that my school just decided to block dA. I was in my 8th period study hall and I went to go check my messages here on dA, and I go to see a huge, ugly, ACCESS DENIED message across my screen. (screencap here ) And it's filtered for Adult Art. Yeah, I know, there's porn here on dA, but really, what would make you all think I'm going on dA just for mature art? -_- Come on, it's not like none of us haven't seen it before (unless you've been sheltered all your life, then you seriously need to get some exposure to it), so why block it? Pretty pointless to me to block it on just that one thing. There's a mature filter for a REASON. :| (even though only about half or less than half of people tag their mature content with the filter) I digress. So, I can no longer access dA in my 8th period study hall. The only way I can get on dA at school now is to use UltraSurf on a PC and use IE8 (:bleh:) to get on dA. Yup, another one of those times when school is just plain stupid...

That's all I have to say for now, glad that any of you made it this far. For any of you who read this far, you all get a cookie! :cookie: :dummy: :la:

Blue-Bird out! :salute:

Happy St Patty's Day!

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 17, 2011, 2:10 PM
  • Listening to: noise outside
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: traffic on the road outside
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Yeah, just posting an obligatory St Patty's Day journal, lol :P

One other thing I'd like to say is that CAPT testing is nearly over! Just have tomorrow and then I'm free! :iconepiclaplz: And not only that, but my classes are like 18 minutes long so they day is gonna go by like nothing :lol: Not only that, but it's supposed to be warm enough tomorrow that I could possibly even be wearing shorts :D And to make the most out of my warm day tomorrow, I think I'm gonna ride my bike to school. Woo! :dummy: I've always wondered how fast I actually go when I go down the slanted road on the way home. I suppose I could either take my brother's old bike that has the speedometer on it, or take the speedometer off his bike and mount it on mine. I'll have to decide soon. Meh :P
I still have things to do for here on dA! >_< Like making a Raeg La plz account, working on my dead fanfic, doing more drawings of my OC, etc. Ah, whatever, I'll work on my to-do list sometime :P

That's about all I have to say for now...

Blue-Bird out! :salute:

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Journal Entry: Wed Mar 16, 2011, 5:52 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3 Year of the Dragon
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

Stolen from MaiImpressiveTitle's journal :paranoid:

In the following situations, how would you react when someone tells you the following?

You're such a wuss.
No :|

Ha! But I'm smarter than you!

Your crush has a crush on me
I don't care. I don't even have a crush, anyways. You fail ;p

I didn't know you were so dumb when it comes to math
So math isn't my strongest subject. Wanna fight about it? :evileye:

Hurry up would you?

You're so snobbish

Wanna settle this outside?

You afraid of me?
No. :|

He/she loves me more!
Like I care? :|

You have bad grades

What if your crush told you... (WHAT ONE?!?!?!?!)

I have a crush on you

I don't love you.

I think I love you already

Can I copy your answers?

I think I have a crush on your friend

Can I sit next to you?
uh... :paranoid:

Would you like to dance with me?
No. I suck at dancing anyways.

I think you have a crush on me
:iconohrlyplz: NO

You have a cute smile
Thanks, I guess :P

Why are you so nice to me?

What's your reaction if your parents told you...

Go home before it gets dark

Look at your sibling, he/she is so good at school
Pff, I'm doing better than my brothers did when they were in highschool :lol:

Go to bed early
Wtf, why? I'm not tired!! :iconffffplz:

Clean the house, wash the dishes, water the plants
What, you think I'm Cinderella or something?! Get my brothers to do some work, they're lazy too >:C

Study hard okay?
I hate studying. And when I do I tend to have pre-test amnesia if I do. So NO.

When I was your age I only had 1 peso as lunch money
(1 peso? We live in the USA, not Spain :lol:) Well no shit sherlock, its because of inflation. Duh.

Why can't you be more like him
Because I'm me. Don't you want me to be unique? :meow:

And that's the end of this stolen meme. I have nothing else to say here. Bai.
Blue-Bird out!


Journal Entry: Sun Mar 13, 2011, 8:43 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: weather forecasts for CT!
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3
  • Eating: dark chocolate
  • Drinking: water

DST, internal clock messed up, sleep cycles messed up. Time seemingly going faster than it should be.
School tomorrow, still haven't done a lick of the truckload of homework I was assigned Friday. Hoo-fucking-ray, tomorrow will be double the stress. And I'll probably be in Apocalyptic Mode, too.
Still have one more week of CAPT testing, and two of those days are math, which I utterly fail at. Ultra stress.
Wasting time writing this blah journal in a weird way when I should be going to bed...
Shoot me now :iconshootselfplz:

I hate DST...

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 12, 2011, 8:27 PM
  • Listening to: my laptop
  • Reading: Twitter posts
  • Watching: youtube videos
  • Playing: Spyro 3
  • Eating: dark chocolate
  • Drinking: water

As the title says, I hate daylight savings time. More like "lose sleep time" to me -.- I mean, I do like that there's more daylight later in the day, but I hate that it effs up my sleep schedule. As I'm typing this, it's 11:20pm(at the time of typing this sentence), but with DST, it would currently be past midnight.
Seriously, why can't they do it on a Friday at 4pm? At least it would give us a bit more time to adjust to the sudden time change. For those out there who enjoy it and are flexible with sleep schedules, good for you. But me? Nope. I hate it because I'll be tired this entire week, or at least for a good portion of it. And what's so bad about it? It's just an hour, I'll get used to it. Yes, I will. But in the short term, it's bad because I still have CAPT testing and I know for sure I'll be really tired and out of it on Monday. I need to be as focused and alert as I can be so I can do a good job on the tests. But knowing myself, I'll be extremely sleepy Monday morning and probably won't be thinking too straight that day :P Not to mention drained from a hard day of school and possibly another truckload of homework...

*sigh* I hate DST. I really do. And I'm jealous of those few areas in the US that don't have to change and have sleep schedules effed up twice a year. Those people are some lucky bastards -.-;;

*yawwwwwnnnnnn* I'm ending this entry now before I blather on any longer and waste any more time... :yawn:

Blue-Bird out...:iconsleepyplz: